so called ” b e s t f r i e n d s “

i’m not performing anymore , cassidy i don’t blame you cause’ i know what your going thru & no matter what imma always be here to support you (: ily man lady/ mental twin/ 3 musssskateer !

i’m mad at the fact eloisa won’t do it with me . she fuckin’ told me she was willing to do it and shit , but she bailed on me . some best fuckin’ friend . people told me that i shouldn’t have depended on you for anything . cause’ when i look at it , what the fuck have you ever helped me with ? & you expect me to make you happy when your down but all you fuckin’ do is cry over shit thats not even a big ass fuckin’ deal . i don’t understand how you can be so two faced, & how come your still my bestfriend . how you can treat me WORST than my own fuckin’ boyfriend . honestly , when you told me you didn’t wanna do it no more, i got angry, ran to celeste told her EVERYTHING & nearly cried my ass off cause’ i was so mad . fuckin’ like , i don’t know anymore man , i feel like our friendship is just like a relationship  & it makes me so fuckin’ mad how i can have all these bad things & flaws and shit about you . but i can never really say all these things about my boyfriend . you know what ? just fuck it , cause’ you never cared . i can tell i ain’t important to you . i’m always that type that’ll ride or die , but shit , i don’t want to ride for you no more .. i’m just confused & shit . & you never know wssup with me . you never talk to me . so why the fuck are you my bestfriend ? why ? can you even tell me why you fucking love me ? can you tell me how come i feel like a rebound to you ? fuck this shit , i’m done .. i don’t even know no more . i’m just ugh … |: