Am I weird…

or am I fucking weird.

This is basically a confession I’ve never told anyone at all.

But I talk to myself, a lot….

I always play these scenarios in my head, and by one point, words start to come out of my mouth and I’m about to talk from both sides of the conversation that’s being played in my head. This could happen in a mere 5 seconds in school, and sometimes I don’t even know how loud I say the word (if I actually did say a word out loud.)
In the shower, I do the exact same thing: think of a crazy sneario I would want to be in, and play the whole thing out and I just talk and talk and talk, thinking I’m actually in the scenario.

I feel like the father from The Death of A Salesman, who eventually dies from his crazy self talking and his other dimension of imagination…….

I seriously think that this is an issue that’s….pretty serious, but at the same time I obviously know I’m doing it, but I just can’t stop because my imagination runs like crazy……….

You’ll never understand what I’m talking about, which is good, because this shit makes me drive fucking crazy……