10th June, 2009

I can’t take it anymore.
I wanna say that I need you in my life, but I know there’s so much more
in you, that I need to discover, that I need to wonder,
that I need to love-uh.

Don’t even think that I’m on drugs,
I’m addicted but that’s got nothing to prove.
I’m lost when you leave and snooze when you pass,
just to see if you seem to have that same crazy feeling for me, the same crazy feeling as me.

I can’t explain it, I need to show you.
I don’t wanna marry you, I just adore you.
The way that you grabbed me, intriguing my essence
is a blessing, better not end us in a sad ass lesson.

I progress, trying to stay cool.
But Saturday’s coming, we need to meet by the pool,
and walk along the beach and teach each others school,
cuz my notebook is filled with the love I got for you.

A fool I look, but your looks complete me.
If you ain’t there, then I dunno what should be.
See, if you ain’t ceasing to be free,
then why in the world would you even think about trying to run away from me.

Please, let me chase you,
you’re the only I got, I can’t replace you.
You make me dream so swell when I’m not protected at night.
The walls got me creepin’, I can’t see without your light.

The pillow isn’t pleasing, but the clouds are what I’m seeing,
and it rains and pours with pollen on the floor.
But realize that my eyes show no sign of sneezing,
cuz I’m dream-thinking, and, be-lieving

that you loved to feed me, cuz you had my bone,
and I was the only one to get up, I was even sticking out my tongue.
But this time, let’s set aside our differences,
make ourselves a difference, change into something different.

You ain’t picking it, realize this is the way that we should be living it,
but your decision was to leave, and walk up out the door.
I wanna say a word, so you turn with a sore,
and wish me happiness, I knew we couldn’t happen.

You knew all along that I was feeling the sadness,
but in the end thankfully, it all turned to gladness.
Now you’re alone, you’re all on your own.
I wish I could be there, but you let me keep that bone.

I cherish, merit it with embarrassment,
cuz that’s the only thing left of you,
and I could leave here easy while resting in peace,
but I can always feel you closer to my dreams,

cuz now you always make me wanna go back to sleep,
I always wanna see you while I count my sheep.
I wanna be in your pain, but cry for the joy.
Til forever until forever, I shall remember this all,

until I sleep and forever dream…

- Jappy
 

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