10th June, 2009

The only reason why you’re still on my mind
is because of the memories and because of our time.
I wish I could let go, and leave it all behind,
but I can feel that you want to say that “You’re mine.”

I try to forget it all, but I can’t.
I see you in the corner, with my hat low.
Eyebrows are gone, but my eyes are glued
to you, I just wanna see how you’re doing.

I’m pursuing other things, but I see you daydreamin’ of me.
I moved on, but you still live right next to me.
I hate you while you still stare me down.
I want you to die, but that’s just a big damn lie…

because I learned so much from it all.
If it wasn’t for us, I wouldn’t be able to walk, I would only be able to crawl.
And it might appear that I fear everything about you as a whole,
but I just wanted you to know that I actually care about your soul…

- Jappy
 

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