August 2011
1 post
fuckin lil bitch
February 2010
1 post
Woah.
Some memories this shit brings up….
December 2009
2 posts
asdfhsjkadvneiowt
You know how people have tumblr crushes and shiiiit?
Well, I mean…of course I got my list.
But my mind can’t stop thinking about
what if….what if….we actualy met….
and it’s not like I actually want it to happen, ya know. Okay, bullshit. If the chance came, I would obviously try and shit but I can see us being friends…..oh rly?….yes, rly.
A girl...
On the real.
I need to go to Cali and Florida…
ASAP.
August 2009
4 posts
No computer for my own means that I'm always...
and I’ve had work from 8-5 since Monday…finally ends tomorrow.
Good cash though.
I gotta finish two books before Sept. 2
About 600 pages.
After I finish, Jappy J will be back…..
Listen
Eggs are okay.
I miss the internetz…
Listen
July 2009
16 posts
jappyj
only one possible explanation…
YOU HAVE A SLEEPTUMBLIN’ DISORDER.
MORE COMMONLY KNOWN AS AN STD.
hohodef
Someone hacked me fool…..I changed my PW…so if it happens again…then I have NO IDEA what’s happening….
jappyj
you got some gay ass posts lmao
talkin bout your bf and shiet…
I never thought that I would get pissed at someone...
That’s just a weird coincidence……
Grrrrrr
I don't get how these posts from "live and learn"...
Weird shit….
I have no idea if I’m getting hacked or not….
*sigh*
SHiTMAN
Haven’t been sleeping good lately..
been falling asleep at either 8 or 9 AM…
As i lay in bed for like 5 to 6 hours alot of things rush to my head.. just make me either depressed about it .. stressed about it.. i think about death..
i think to myself what would happened if i would die?
how its gonna be like if im gone?
i just think…
shitman.
LOL. how come you say your boyfriend?
pooopity poop
what the fuck kinda friend does this shit ?
okay , so you know how i have my man ladies / fab 5 shit . so fuckin’ celeste calls me beggin’ me to break up w/ my boyfriend & like it was sorta outta no where so i suspected that he maybe cheating on me ? so josephine she had no clue what was going on & fucking cassidy idk , man . she said that he said it to her face . but he doesn’t even know who she is . i asked...
your gone.. you will be missed.
it pisses me off ,
when i ask one of my homeboys to drive me somewhere because they think i’m like the rest of those sophmore girls who use them to drive them EVERYWHERE . its stupid . no i don’t need to be my taxi driver . i just needed a ride home . fucker . -_- ;
& you sophmore girls are so fucking iRRiTATiNG . & i really dont give a FUCK about what you think of me since 6th grade . you...
Love/Like
You can love during our age, we love our family and our best friends.
Apply that same love to a girl, and you’re good.
Sounds simple but of course as us three know, and millions of others know.
Love is complicated.
It doesn’t mean we can’t find our lover though…
It’s just more setting to find one once we’re out of school, because for most of us it’s...
well shitman
in my way thats how i see it.
no offense other shitman
but i refuse to agree with that bullshit
REAL SH*T
Been awhile since posted up on this but on real shit…
Love aint shit it aint even true.. if you feel “love” then you feel “like” , use “Love” if that person is gonna be your forever..but if not don’t even say that bullshit.. trust me i’ve learned my lesson.
Girls are Like Goldfish...
if a girl ask for a card and you got it then your winning.. your winning her heart but then you dont got a card that she dont have you add more cards up and you gotta do more work to win her heart.. i dont know what the word is like expectations? she expects things from you and you dont got it then your basically losing and wasting time playing
June 2009
51 posts
Lust
is a FUCKING BITCH
lol…
I hate the feeling though, even though you know that the person is chill and all, you still have that feeling and though inside your head…
Verrrrrry bittersweet…
Grrrrrrrr.
Have you ever tried to lie for a benefit?
You lie so possibly the outcome of it all will be better?
Ugh, it’s a btich when you totally make up something that is supposed to occupy your day.
I could just say I didn’t want to….duh
but whatever, I hope he doesn’t find out that I’m deciding not to sleepover because I just don’t want to….
I never thought telling the truth to him would be this...
Happy Fathers Day
From your son whom you never talk to anymore.
-Yungg Jayy
Happy Father's Day....
I might not show it, and I might not even believe it at points, but you don’t know how greatful I am for you putting me into this situation compared to what you had and what you had to get through. I don’t know your whole past, but knowing certain facts and just imagining it gets my thoughts running, and my emotions going.
Thank you so fucking much….for everything, and I hope...
I hate
hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate
when people think they know what I’m thinking or wanting.
I fucking HATE IT.
When it comes down to my thoughts, I think I know them more than you do, ESPECIALLY when I try to be the trustworthy and nicest person I can be.
People think my reasons of doing or not doing something is for my selfish reason, why I’m fucking TELLING you my...
oooh ,
reaaally ?
Chea
That’s goooooood to hear
jaaaaaappy ,
thank you (:
even tho , i read it after we settled it .
I wanna
make a new best friend.
Someone who has a view like mine who isn’t a HUGE faggot when it comes to mistakes and can be easy going and not be harsh about some things, even though it’s obvious when someone’s joking, I HATE when they don’t realize how annoying it can get, to the point where I get all fucking bummed out cuz of it.
Those people who joke about shit and think it...
I wonder...
what was the motivation for my x-lover to talk to me…the same day that she leaves the city for Cape Cod…
Does she still think about me…? o_0
I wonder, but I won’t think of it as something imporant, even though I obviously wish it did.
It’ll just be another something that’s oblivious in my life, which I don’t mind. Shit likes this drives me foward, even...
Ayo Steeeezy
If she’s your best friend, then it wouldn’t be a big deal to confront her about it. It’s obviously hard, but if she’s your best friend, then you could talk to her about everything…or 99% of everything lol. It’s pretty hard to admit something that someone else doesn’t wanna hear, and I’ve been there and done that many times, but best friends put up...
woooow .
i don’t wanna put this out on my regular blog , cause’ i know cassidy will get mad . but whatever . so does this make sense ? she wanted to perform with me , & i thought she just didn’t wanna do it because of her fuckin’ boyfriend . but i guess i found out shes been talkin’ shit & yeah , sayin i can’t sing . & out of anyone she would tell me...
Put the blame on me...
Reason why I am like this is because we broke up because of what i ve done and said .. if i could i could go back and make it better but now its gone .. love is a strong word people would say but my love for you will be here forever whenever you need it im here for you , but now i tried my 2nd chance is gone and its time to move on .. nothing can make me better nobody has what you have that can...
so called " b e s t f r i e n d s "
i’m not performing anymore , cassidy i don’t blame you cause’ i know what your going thru & no matter what imma always be here to support you (: ily man lady/ mental twin/ 3 musssskateer !
i’m mad at the fact eloisa won’t do it with me . she fuckin’ told me she was willing to do it and shit , but she bailed on me . some best fuckin’ friend ....
How to love someone..
When they dont love you back is hard, i sit here talking to Vidy about problems he tell me how can you love someone when the half of them love you back? let them free and if it was meant to be then you will be back together in no time. you got to be strong if you cant then why be in a relationship?..
Sick & Tired
God damn….
Can we stop with the hallway hello’s with both of us smiling and knowing that we like each other and hang outside of school?!
It’s fucking killing me inside…..lol.
You know how they say love and shit don’t exist and dont last when your young and in high school or below. I mean it’s true, you know some shit is puppy dog love and it wont last. well true that but it’s all things that we need to learn and experience. we’re all young and. lmao i seriously can’t put what im thinkinn into these words for some reason. but yeah love can...
Real Friends
Coming from me might be hard to understand, Real friends dont leave you hangin and talk shit behind your back , real friends dont hold in secrets that you dont know that could be fucking up yo rep , lotta people dont understand that just because they with you all the time and they do shit for you dont mean shit , they might be using you or just kiCkin it witchu for some info. lotta my “so...
Am I weird...
or am I fucking weird.
This is basically a confession I’ve never told anyone at all.
But I talk to myself, a lot….
I always play these scenarios in my head, and by one point, words start to come out of my mouth and I’m about to talk from both sides of the conversation that’s being played in my head. This could happen in a mere 5 seconds in school, and sometimes I...
“I can’t take it anymore.
I wanna say that I need you in my life, but I...”
– Jappy
bestfriends ?
i hate people who claim to have your back , & claim to be there thru thick & thin . if your such a great bestfriend , then why the fuck do you disclude me outta errythang ? i feel like , you just leave me & come back when everyone leaves you . its like we’re in a relationship & i’m the fucking rebound . buh you know what ? i’m so tired of your bs &...
“The only reason why you’re still on my mind
is because of the memories and...”
– Jappy
I’m DYING to get to you know more…….I know I don’t get chills thinking about how I’m interested you for nothing….
We need to chill…..like you said.
“Call it obsessed, call it nonsense,
but when I call her, you all matter less.”
– Jappy
Looking back...
With Drake’s Outro in the background, and reading tumblr posts off of http://blogsecret.tumblr.com/…I really can’t get any more of an emotional feeling right now. *sigh* How senstive thy is.
Once I think about the whole thing again, I hope all is well. It’s fucking hard to let go, as I’m getting to realize that through other stories from other people. I still look...